IF THE ONLY PRAYER YOU SAID IN YOUR LIFE WAS "THANK YOU", THAT WOULD SUFFICE. ~Meister Eckhart

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

12.16.08

Because you're not what I would have you be, I blind myself to who, in truth, you are. ~Madeleine L'Engle
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Today I am grateful...
  • that since I didn't have to be anywhere this morning I was able to sleep later than usual
  • that today I have freedoms unimaginable when I was drinking
  • to remember that first weekend of sobriety and how I was amazed there were people actually walking/driving around doing stuff. For years I had spent every weekend holed up in my cave.
  • for late night chat with the Daily Piglet
  • that today I have what it takes, and then some

Taking care of my emotions means I allow myself to stay with the feeling until it's time to release it and go on to the next one. I recognize that sometimes my feelings can help point me toward reality, but sometimes my feelings are deceptive. They are important, but I do not have to let them control me. I can feel, and think too. I talk to people about my feelings when that's appropriate and safe. I reach out for help or guidance if I get stuck in a particular emotion. ~The Language Of Letting Go

5 comments:

J-Online said...

I remember being held up in my cave too while I was drinking. It's not a fun place to be. I never want to go back there.

Anonymous said...

I love both of these quotes. Excellent. Madeleine L'Engle is one of my all time favorite authors. Thanks for sharing these:)

Pammie said...

I like the line in the bottom paragraph "sometimes my feelings are deceptive." Isn't that so true?

Mary Christine said...

Holed up in our caves. That we thought was the ultimate freedom. yuck.

Anonymous said...

ok i left a comment here earlier, but i reckon something 'sploded and made it disappear.

DAMN!

i enjoyed our chat too and i think you are a rock star. as well, i love that you share your fancy book learnin' with me :)