IF THE ONLY PRAYER YOU SAID IN YOUR LIFE WAS "THANK YOU", THAT WOULD SUFFICE. ~Meister Eckhart

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

01.15.08

Spending money I don't have, buying things I don't need, to impress people I don't know. ~Norm A.

Today I am grateful...
  • that this January doesn't feel like Januaries past. There is none of that emptiness I always felt after the new year started.
  • that Bill Wilson wrote such phrases as " the pain of rebellion and thwarted pride"
  • that I realized yesterday when asked by someone if our relationship was okay, and I had then asked why they asked, and to which they replied that I had been edgy lately, that their perceived edginess on my part was me taking care of myself
  • that the program of AA gave me the permission I needed to give myself to take care of me
  • that my Higher Power has given me the greatest gifts, that of choice and creation

I will relax and not get tense. I will have no fear, because everything will work out in the end. I will learn soul-balance and poise in a vacillating, changing world. I will claim God's power and use it because if I do not use it, it will be withdrawn. As long as I get back to God and replenish my strength after each task, no work can be too much. ~Twenty-Four Hours a Day


8 comments:

Anonymous said...

that my Higher Power has given me the greatest gifts, that of choice and creation

this is great!

dAAve said...

is it January already?
damn!

Bill said...

Nice post!

I was asked yesterday if I was okay, and I've been working through some things as well. The point is, I'm facing them and dealing with them instead of playing ostrich-head-in-the-sand like I used to do. It's nice that people care about me enough to notice and ask about my state of mind.

I am glad you are feeling good this January. That is wonderful!

sojo said...

Beautiful post.

Asking God for replenishment after each task - what a great thought for a Tuesday in January.

I'm so glad you're taking care of you.

Anonymous said...

have had that similar experience with bullet #3, it's a tough one to others around us. this is why i go both ways. you know, with aa and al-anon :)

Syd said...

Good words of wisdom here. I do believe that everything will work out in the end if I just trust in my HP.

Zanejabbers said...

Good for you. If you do not take care of yourself you are not partaking in your own recovery.
Luv ya.

Todd HellsKitchen said...

Oh, I know it's January... Thanks for the insight!