IF THE ONLY PRAYER YOU SAID IN YOUR LIFE WAS "THANK YOU", THAT WOULD SUFFICE. ~Meister Eckhart

Thursday, September 28, 2006

09.28.06

Emotional pain is not a character defect. It is a part of life and must be attended to like all our feelings. Feelings are not facts. They are bio-feedback on how we are doing today and what needs attention inside. Feelings won't kill me, but killing my feelings will. ~Pocket Sponsor


Today I am grateful...

  • for the new topic on Sobriety Society
  • that I have yet to find the missing meds from yesterday. They just disappeared. I was so dumbfounded yesterday that at one point I just stood in the middle of the room. It turned out to be okay because the doctor prescribed a new beta blocker for me and last night I could tell the difference although this morning I still have tinnitus. The results of wearing the Holter Monitor last month showed nothing irregular. She said it was the reading of a normal heart. But I still have this accelerated heartbeat so I am to do a stress test soon. So, here's to missing meds.
  • that the final four on Project Runway all showed during Fashion Week
  • that I am gay enough to get it
  • that today is my dear friend Jim's birthday, Earthperson and theatre organist extraordinaire

Gradually as we become more God-centered than self centered, our despair turns to hope. ~NA Just for Today

4 comments:

dAAve said...

The rest of us already knew you are gay enough to get it.

Jonathan29 said...

I honestly didn't want any of them to get voted off last night on ProjRun, and that's just not like me! I can't decide who I want to win. Hmmm.

Mary Christine said...

I am sure that Bunny didn't get the beta blockers or you would be writing sad stuff about that. Thanks for the emotional stuff, I needed to read that.

BarbaraFromCalifornia said...

You will find the beta blockers when you least expect it.

Love the last quote, and I think the operative word, is gradually!

Have a good week.