IF THE ONLY PRAYER YOU SAID IN YOUR LIFE WAS "THANK YOU", THAT WOULD SUFFICE. ~Meister Eckhart

Friday, December 2, 2005

12.02.05

Whoever seeks God . . . has already found God. --unknown

Today I am grateful...
  • for rumors that someone close to me found employment. Actually it isn't a rumor, he told me and we just haven't yet discussed it.
  • to be able to chat with Boston and So at the same time
  • that Janet has joined the blogosphere. Go say hello.
  • that last night the bed linens were the perfect weight and temperature
  • to have finally finished an arts and crafts design last night that has been making me crazy
  • that usually I can place principles before personalities

As I continued to go to meetings and work the Steps, something began to happen to me. I felt confused because I wasn't sure what it was that I was feeling, and then I realized I was experiencing serenity. It was a good feeling, but where had it come from? Then I realized it had come ". . .as the result of these steps." The program may not always be easy to practice, but I had to acknowledge that my serenity had come to me after working the Steps. As I work the Steps in everything I do, practicing these principles in all my affairs, now I find that I am awake to God, to others, and to myself. The spiritual awakening I have enjoyed as the result of working the Steps is the awareness that I am no longer alone. -12 and 12, p. 106

God knows my needs and sustains me.

6 comments:

BarbaraFromCalifornia said...

Placing principles before personalities sometimes becomes like the serenity prayer for me: I have to say it over and over to make it stick!

Have a good weekend.

Scott W said...

Sireene, I still struggle with it at times, and am by no means cured from my own grandiosity.

Anonymous said...

i'm thankful that i've only experienced people not practicing principles before personalities a couple times. it upsets me, though i know we've all done it.

JJ said...

Sometimes I actually have to repeat "principles before personalities" in my head over and over when I find myself thinking the other way. Love you bro.
I see you,
JJ

Shannon said...

none of us are cured... thats for sure.. we are a lot (or sometimes a little better) than we used to be... and either way thats better...good post, have great day Scoot, I like how you always post so many positive things... when I read your blog and am having a bad day I remember that there are many things to be grateful for, even when the shit is hitting the fan, or whatever... you know, thanks

shannon

David D said...

Thank you, Scott. you always find the most beautiful passages in the literature. It was good to see you today.